Why This Retreat Exists
Many women reach midlife carrying invisible weight.
Years of achievement, caregiving, leadership, and responsibility can quietly lead to exhaustion, emotional depletion, and a sense of disconnection from the self.
What most women do not need is more advice, more productivity strategies, or another thing to achieve.
What they need is space.
Space to breathe.
Space to reflect.
Space to remember who they are beneath the roles they have played for others.
This retreat creates that space.
Through restorative practices, nature immersion, personalised coaching, and conscious community, participants move from burnout and overwhelm into clarity, vitality, and personal sovereignty.
The SPACE Method™
Every HOLI Portal retreat is guided by the signature SPACE Method™, a transformational framework designed to support deep personal recalibration.
The method works across five essential dimensions of wellbeing.
S — Stillness
Meditation, breathwork, and quiet reflection calm the nervous system and create the internal space where insight emerges.
P — Presence
Somatic practices reconnect you with your body, restoring emotional balance and intuitive awareness.
A — Alignment
Through guided coaching and reflective inquiry, you reconnect with your true values and realign your life with what matters most.
C — Connection
Nature, sisterhood, and shared experience create the conditions for authentic healing and growth.
E — Expansion
When the body is calm and the mind is clear, new possibilities emerge. Participants leave with renewed energy and a vision for their next chapter.
Your Retreat Experience
Across six restorative nights, your days unfold in a rhythm designed to support both deep rest and meaningful transformation.
Mornings begin slowly, with practices that awaken the body and restore natural energy cycles.
Afternoons invite exploration, reflection, and personal insight.
Evenings soften into restorative rituals that allow the nervous system to fully unwind.
Every element of the retreat is curated to support physical restoration, emotional clarity, and conscious life design.
Daily Restorative Practices
Nervous System Reset
Your nervous system has likely spent years in a state of constant activation.
Through carefully guided practices, your body learns how to return to calm and regulation.
Daily experiences include:
• yogic breathwork
• mindfulness meditation
• somatic nervous system regulation
• sound bath and vibrational healing
These practices gently shift the body from survival mode into a state of deep restoration, improving emotional resilience and clarity.
Embodied Wellbeing
The body holds the stories of our lives.
Movement and nature reconnect you with vitality and presence.
Experiences include:
• yoga and conscious movement
• forest bathing and nature immersion
• hiking through Jamaica’s lush landscape
• swimming in the Caribbean Sea
• grounding through barefoot walking
Time in nature allows the body to recalibrate to its natural rhythms, supporting emotional balance and psychological wellbeing.
Healing & Restoration
Deep relaxation is an essential part of transformation.
During the retreat you will be supported through restorative healing modalities including:
• aromatherapy massage
• Reiki energy healing
• deep restorative relaxation practices
• sound healing sessions
• cold-water immersion in the on-site river
These therapies support circulation, nervous system recovery, and deep energetic renewal.
Circadian Rhythm Reset & Gentle Biohacking
Modern life often disrupts the body’s natural energy cycles.
This retreat incorporates subtle science-based practices designed to restore your internal rhythms.
Practices include:
• sunrise light exposure
• digital detox periods
• time-restricted eating
• sleep optimisation rituals
These gentle biohacking strategies help restore natural sleep cycles, energy levels, and mental clarity.
Nourishment
Food becomes both medicine and pleasure during the retreat.
Your private chef prepares vibrant plant-based cuisine using fresh, seasonal ingredients sourced locally in Jamaica.
Meals are designed to support:
• sustained energy
• digestive health
• mental clarity
• hormonal balance
Eating becomes a mindful experience—one that reconnects you with the intelligence of your body.
Consciousness & Identity Work
Transformation happens not only in the body—but also in the way we see ourselves and our lives.
Daily coaching sessions guide you through powerful reflective work exploring:
• life alignment and personal values
• identity recalibration for midlife
• purpose clarity and future vision
• higher consciousness awareness
• designing your Act 2.0 Life Blueprint
These sessions help translate retreat insights into practical decisions and meaningful next steps.
What You Will Leave With
By the end of the retreat, participants often feel as though they have stepped back into themselves.
You return home with:
• a deeply regulated nervous system
• renewed physical and emotional energy
• clarity about your next life chapter
• practical rituals that support long-term wellbeing
• a personalised vision for your Act 2.0 life
This is not simply a retreat.
It is a recalibration of how you live, lead, and care for yourself moving forward.
The Setting
Your retreat unfolds in one of the most naturally restorative environments in the Caribbean.
Surrounded by lush tropical landscapes, fresh mountain air, and the rhythms of the sea, Jamaica provides the perfect setting for renewal.
Nature becomes both backdrop and medicine.
The island’s warmth, culture, and beauty create an atmosphere where transformation feels both safe and expansive.
An Invitation
If you have been sensing that something in your life is ready to shift…
If you are ready to step out of exhaustion and into clarity…
If you feel the quiet call to reclaim your energy, your identity, and your future…
This retreat was created for you.
Meet Your Host: Andii Jahlah Jawarah
Founder of HOLI Portal | Creator of The SPACE Method™
A Visionary Guide for Women’s Transformation
Andii Jahlah Jawarah combines over 30 years of embodied spiritual practice, biohacking expertise, and entrepreneurial mastery to help women reclaim their energy, clarity, and identity. Born in London to a Jamaican immigrant family, Andii’s journey spans mystical childhood experiences, intuitive precognition, and a lifelong study of Egyptian spirituality, Kabbalah, and yogic traditions.
Her creative and entrepreneurial spirit has driven multiple pioneering ventures, including AZ Designs ($3M in three years), the Caribbean Scene restaurant chain, and Cock & Bull Menswear—the UK’s first sustainable menswear retailer. Today, she guides women through midlife and transformational transitions, empowering them to step into their Sacred Supreme Self through meditation, breathwork, conscious nutrition, archetypal identity work, and neuroscience-informed practices.
Credentials & Expertise
Entrepreneurial Leadership: Built multiple award-winning and innovative brands across fashion and hospitality.
Spiritual Embodiment: 30+ years studying ancient and modern spiritual modalities, now applied in transformative coaching.
Biohacking & Wellbeing: Expertise in nutrition, fasting, nervous system regulation, sleep optimization, and energy management.
Transformational Coaching: Over 1,000 clients guided through stress recovery, identity recalibration, and purposeful life design.
Resilient Leadership: Overcame trauma, systemic barriers, and personal loss to emerge as a trusted guide for women reclaiming power and vitality.
Reserve Your Place
Spaces are intentionally limited to maintain an intimate, personalised experience.
When you say yes to this retreat, you are saying yes to:
• your wellbeing
• your clarity
• and the next chapter of your life.
